Flash Friday Fiction: Body of Truth

Parachutist @ Ft Lewis. Public domain photo.
Parachutist @ Ft Lewis. Public domain photo.

Body of Truth –158 words

These bones aren’t what they used to be.

I used to long for them to melt, to lighten, to give me the physique of a dancer, rather than the water buffalo to which my classmates likened me.

I used to wish they would disintegrate, disappear, rendering me invisible, hiding me from the anxiety of adulthood and making it on my own.

I used to pray, when the kids were young and the needs were high, that I could jettison this body somewhere else, anywhere else, so that I could just be me again.

Yet these bones have traveled continents. This body has loved and been loved, water buffalo or not. This flesh has covered me in times of sorrow and times of joy.

I am my own parachute now. I am my own safety net. I know myself, bone-deep.

These bones aren’t what they used to be. They are stronger. Wiser. Better.

And for that I give thanks.

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This week we had to include something about aging in addition to the photo prompt. Let me know what you think of my take! And of course I hope you’ll head over to Flash Friday to read and comment on the entries, and perhaps write your own story about this parachutist!

Link: Top Ten Historical Romance Authors

Eloisa James
Eloisa James

Wondering what to read next in historical (especially Regency) romance? I stumbled across this fabulous Top Ten list from the Historical Romance Addicts blog, full of my favorites (Mary Balogh, Julia Quinn, Eloisa James), newer names I’ve been meaning to try (Tessa Dare, Sarah MacLean), and names new to me that I’m now determined to search out.

What are your favorites by these authors (or others)? Whom do you think should have been included in this list? I, for one, would add Sabrina Jeffries – I’ve enjoyed every book of hers I’ve ever read!

A Romance Writer Goes to London: Day 2 – Walking St. James (Part 5 in a series)

louiseallenLong before my husband whisked me off to London, back when such a trip had only seemed a far-off fantasy, I’d purchased two books by Regency romance writer Louise Allen: Walks Through Regency London, and Walking Jane Austen’s London. Both, I felt, would be invaluable tools for me as a researcher, for even though I knew of all sorts of famous names and places (Almack’s, Grosvenor Square, Hyde Park, St. George’s), what I didn’t have a sense of was how close or far these places were to each other. How long would it have taken a gentleman to get from his club D2StJames4at White’s over to Tattersall’s to check out the horses? (Answer: not long.) To have someone “walk” me through the streets of London (aided by the absolutely magnificent Google maps Street View, invaluable for writers who can’t travel to each and every place they wish to describe!) while sitting in my home in Virginia – I couldn’t imagine anything better. Except, of course, walking those streets for real myself. You can bet these guides were one of the first things I packed!

D2StJamesAfter sleeping in just a bit and enjoying a leisurely hotel breakfast, my husband headed off to his conference and I struck out on my own down Piccadilly toward the famous St. James’s street. St James’s, the area in which Regency dandies went to see and be seen and bachelors often took their lodgings. St. James’s, home to exclusive boot makers, hatters, wine merchants, and numerous gentlemen’s clubs (not quite like the, ahem, euphemistically named “gentlemen’s clubs”, i.e. strip clubs, in the U.S. today). In the British gentlemen’s clubs of the Regency era, women weren’t allowed, plain and simple. Men gathered to discuss politics, drink, wager, play cards, and probably numerous other things about which I am sadly uninformed.

I learned from reading Allen’s guidebook that St. James’s wasn’t quite as lady-free as often depicted, however. After all, in 1807 a woman did have a corset shop right at no. 56 (Allen, Regency London, 4). Still, it was commonly accepted that no well-born Regency lady would venture down St. James’ street alone, without being in the company of a man.

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Luckily (or unluckily, depending on how one chooses to view it), I’m no well-born lady and 200 years after the Regency period I was free to stroll down the street as much as I wished. While I still couldn’t gain entry into the gentlemen’s clubs even if I wanted to (neither can many men, for that matter), I could photograph their outsides. I could, um, peek through the windows. I could try to imagine what it would have been like to be a man in that time period, although frankly I’m probably not very good at imagining what it’s truly like to be a man today.

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This first morning I only took with me the Walking Regency London book, which I love for its historical detail. The only thing slightly frustrating was no maps were included in this early edition (there are wonderfully helpful maps in the Jane Austen version), so I had to walk slowly and stop often to orient myself with what the book was saying. And given that I don’t really understand the British numbering system along streets, it took me a bit! (Apparently they number down one side and up the other, so it’s perfectly plausible for no. 7 to be opposite no. 63, which was admittedly more confusing than it should have been for this American girl. I blame it on jet lag.) And heck, I was going to walk slowly and stop often anyway to take it all in, so I was grateful to have such a guide in my hands, because I know there was no way I would be able to find/pick out all the sites Louise Allen included in her books.

White's Club
White’s Club

The first famous Regency landmark upon which I stumbled, and the one I was most excited about seeing, was White’s, the infamous gentlemen’s club that appears in about every Regency novel I’ve read. As Louise Allen says, it “was not just the oldest, but also the smartest and most exclusive of the Regency clubs.” I snapped several pics from across the street, trying to take it all in while simultaneously enjoying the gorgeous architecture itself. What would it have been like to be a member there? What really went on behind those doors? 

Brook's Club
Brook’s Club

I wondered the same thing when I moved slightly farther south on the street and found Brook’s, another quite famous gentleman’s club. This one was harder to get decent pictures of, given the strong morning sun, but I did my best. Brook’s was also famous for high-stakes gambling. In fact, according to Allen, there were as many as 24 gaming hells (gambling places) in the St. James area alone in the early 19th century. I guess what happens in St. James’s stays in St. James’s, eh?

Boodle's. And an unfortunately placed UPS truck.
Boodle’s. And an unfortunately placed UPS truck.

I couldn’t believe all the famous names springing out at me from the page: Boodle’s (yet another club), Fenton’s (a hotel at no. 63, although the current building at that address is a modern one), wine merchants Berry Bros & Rudd. I probably hopped up and down in glee several times. Thank goodness nobody seemed to care or take any notice of an American geeking out that morning. I even got to D2Lock2enter Lock & co, a hat makers with its original 1810 store front, and check out the building, as well as some very old hats it had over its front counter. It was humbling to imagine Beau Brummel or Lord Nelson standing in those same spots, ordering hats (although perhaps in reality a servant did that for them – I don’t know).

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Berry Bros & Rudd, wine merchants
Berry Bros & Rudd, wine merchants

Upon reaching the end of St. James’s street, I found myself gawking at St. James’s Palace, “one of the chief royal residences until Buckingham House was enlarged for George IV in the 1830s” (Allen, Regency London, 3). Sandwiched in with all of the buildings around it, perhaps it looks a little less impressive than it once did, but it was still a sight to behold. I’d hoped to possibly go inside, but it’s closed to the public. This palace, I learned, housed the British monarchy for nearly 300 years, from the early 16th century up until the early 19th. Think about the famous people who once strolled its halls!

St. James Palace
St. James Palace
Pall Mall near St. James's Square
Pall Mall near St. James’s Square

Next I headed east along Pall Mall – THE Pall Mall. According to Allen, “Pall Mall was lined with clubs, hotels, insurance agents, and upmarket shops such as the fashionable drapers, Harding Howell, & Co.” It was also “the first London street to be gas-lit in 1807 as a temporary display for George III’s birthday” (Allen, Regency London, 3). Carlton House, the Prince Regent’s lavish mansion, used to be along Pall Mall, but he had it demolished in 1827. Apparently once he became king in 1820, he decided Carlton House simply wasn’t kingly enough.

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The Duke of York's Column
The Duke of York’s Column

I wanted to linger and explore some of the side streets and find St. James’s Square, but I’d actually struck out early on purpose, and that was so that I could get to Westminster Abbey near its opening hour and hopefully avoid what were rumored to be perpetually long entrance lines (this is one of the reasons I didn’t wait and go with hubby in the late afternoon). So instead I cut through near the Duke of York’s column and headed south to the Abbey. Along the way I skirted the edges of St. James’s park, another gorgeous green space, and caught sight of these fancy people driving horse and buggies, although I’ve no clue as to the occasion.

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Everywhere I looked took my breath away. Yes, there are ordinary, mundane parts of London: garbage cans and dirty cars and all of that. There are loud noises and construction and tourists galore. But, oh, how magnificent the buildings, and how much history contained within such a small, walkable area. The air felt different – big, grand, mysterious. I was an American girl ambling through Regency London, and I was having a ball!

(to be continued…)

St. James's Park
St. James’s Park

On My Stop-And-Go Writing Process – Blog Tour-O-Rama!

anneMy Writing Process (or… Wait? What? You Mean There’s Order In This Chaos?)

Many thanks to fabulous author of dark romantic suspense Angel Nicholas, who invited me to participate in this #mywritingprocess blog tour. I admit, it feels odd to talk about my writing process when I’m not yet published, but hey, we all started somewhere, right? Even 1st books have a method to their madness. Or so I hope.

1)     What am I working on?

I’m currently writing my first draft of my second novel, A Matter of Time. I wrote a large chunk of it during NaNoWriMo last November, so I’m delving in to see what of that effort is worth keeping and what is not, and then will be writing the final third of the book. I’m also researching literary agents and publishing agencies, as I will submit my first novel, A Man of Character, for review/publication by my self-imposed deadline of March 2nd, since that’s my birthday.

2)     How does my work differ from others of its genre?

I write time-travel romance with wit and spark, with characters who aren’t as alpha, fearless, or flawless as some, and with occasional tongue-in-cheek references to the romance genre itself, in a way I hope appeals to readers.

3)     Why do I write what I do?

I love romance. I have since I picked up my first romance novel at the age of 10 (sorry, mom). I love the idea that no matter what twists/turns/improbable scenarios pop up, two people are destined for a Happily Ever After. I’m most interested in the Regency period because I love the Cinderella fantasy of dukes and debutantes, rakes and waltzing. Adding time travel in several of my works has allowed me to explore my endless fascination with the question of, “What would it have been like to live in such-and-such period?” mixed with the tantalizing idea of “How would I cope? How would someone from that period feel if they were suddenly dropped into the 21st century?”

4)     How does your writing process work? 

I generally start with a premise. For the 1st book, it was, “What would happen if fictional characters came to life?” From there, I jot down a rough outline, more-or-less a scene-by-scene version of the story in quick words (I tend to envision it in my head as a movie, and make notes as if I were watching it). With the first book, I learned how helpful and important it was to create an actual timeline, to keep track of events in the story, and have since completed character sketches as well, to get to know these people in my head (who’ve become so real to me it’s hard to remember they’re not). Then I write – usually in one to two hour stretches. I wish I could do more, but the brain doesn’t always cooperate. I’m often surprised and delighted by the verbal word play that emerges from my fingertips, even if it later gets axed. What I’m focusing on now, however, is becoming a more scheduled writer. I need to sit down at my computer every day for a set amount of time, rather than waiting for the muse/energy/inclination/chocolate to kick in.

NEXT WEEK:

Emma Barry is a novelist and full-time mama and graduate student. Her first novel, Brave in Heart, a historical romance set during the American Civil War, is available now. Special Interests, a contemporary romance about political staffers, will be released on April 7. When she’s not reading or writing, she loves hugs from her toddler twins, her husband’s cooking, her cat’s whiskers, and Earl Grey tea. In addition to her website, you can also connect with Emma Barry on Twitter.

Olivia Kelly‘s historical romances are filled with fun, and just the proper amount of angst. She also writes urban fantasy as D.B. Starler, because who doesn’t love, guns, magic, and fast cars? You can find her (too often) on Twitter, Facebook, Pinterest or Goodreads. Visit her website blog, Confessions of a Mad Scribbler, today!